Friday, May 30, 2008

2:43AM. Pap was frustrated and it was spreaded to me. I gave up my chair, entered GMAIL, placed both school's email address and let him emailed what he wanted under my name.
 
When everything was done, he said, "Be persistent." Or rather "Be naggy and let me in or I bite." Now, I'm curious what they will reply tomorrow. I'm mad too though, the idea that my $10 went down the drain, coming back with just an envelope and a piece of paper just to reject. Who wouldn't be pissed, seriously?
 
 
God, I'm tired. Tomorrow (later on actually), I'll continue with picking up my craps. Today, I felt like vomiting at all the workpiece I did looking through at the folders so I googled "creating cool flash portfolio" and surfed around for ideas. Oh yea, I never give up on that even though I hate the feeling of googling such thing. I used to google something like this before in the past and it was very sickening. I have the phobia.
 
 
CY said knowing that other people can code or design so well makes her feel like a "split-second idiot", a name I created. I felt so too but what to do? I prefer staying happy and learn even though I may be looking like a dumb dumb. Afterall, I claimed myself to be a slow-worker already, it doesn't harm if I claim to be a slow-learner.
 
I'm a hybrid.
 
 
And oh, not forgetting that there was another blogger commented racist remarks in her blog which made a big wave. She's 20 and a mother herself. That puzzled me because she doesn't know how to control herself even though she's a mommy and her hubby gotta go down and wipe things up for her which in turn getting himself hurt as well. I hope she learnt from the mess she created though from getting out of control. I heard she was being reported already but probably there's a lawsuit running for her tail. She just have to face it somehow. What I'm trying to say is... a mother gotta think like a mother? Be mature at least? She got a kid to look after afterall. Bless her though.
 
 
Goodnight.