Sunday, April 27, 2008
CY have been calling me this few days and we kinda whine non-stop to each other with problems we have. Whining doesn't bother me but I wish we can change the topic into something better soon. Say... "Wow, I've got loads of projects on hand!", "Oh man.. so busy and tiring!" and so on. It's much better than saying, "So boring.. nothing to do.. no good news.. haiz.."
Better huh?
Last night, I realized Thurdy's been having a hard time in school with those quizzes, it made me worry. I started to wonder if I'm disturbing him in anyway because I really want him to work hard and become a flight instructor like he said he wanted to and onwards towards other promises he made to me.
Things just suddenly turned out badly.
It's like, just when I'm so freaking determined to study for our future, I'm not given a chance to see a glimpse of light yet. While Thurdy who can work on his goals, is walking on hard rubble and it's getting worse. Will the future that the both of us wants come true?
Dear Thurdy's mom and pap, I hope you're watching over us... especially him. Hubby got a really nice ambition, I want to see him achieve it one day. Then he'll be happy and won't feel lonely ever because by then, I'm by his side already with our own family. Please look after him... because I'm far.
