Thursday, May 08, 2008
Flashes of lighting outside the window... will tonight rain hard? It'll be such a good weather for sleeping definitely so I'm trying to dry my hair quickly and grab the comfortable chance to get into bed. Aww.. hubby is missing this out. He's gonna be envious when I tell him that.
Nothing today too - no letters, can't get into JA site. I feel like I'm playing some survivor game with other people who are also waiting as well... am I on the waiting list? I don't even dare to think about it. I kept on thinking negatively but my parents are supportive and hoping too. They are anxious too. In fact, they really aren't sure what emotions to put up either, sorry or happy?
A couple more people over at the forum are getting rejection letters too... mine will be coming soon I guess.
Earlier on, Angie showed me QET and it kinda saddens me. If I got an offer to NUS, this will definitely pluck me out from the rest of the gang. I mean I don't mind being labeled as a "nerd" when I'm one already but extra lesson for English... :/ Gawd. I guess as long as I've got the chance to get in, it doesn't matter to me at all since I'm all power up to mug and work hard. Ho yah!
I'm serious! :O
Just the thought of mugging again gets me excited. I wonder why I didn't have such feelings before in the past during secondary school? I guess when you're slowly maturing, you slowly realized what's right and wrong for you -- provided that you matured correctly.
Have a good night tonight --- oyasuminasai.
