Wow.. we are of the same class but the knowledge gap between us and De Shun is SOOOOOOOOO far. Man.. I envy him so much. I wish I'm that good too like the girl in their team. :( But I guess I will just buck up on the other stuffs that I think I have some *potential* in and mind my own business. -_______- That way, I might have a better and non-pressurized life.
DeShun and his friend won the Splash Awards! Cool isn't it?
http://www.rp.sg/articles/20061130001.asp
Congrats to him! :D
Right now, though I'm soooo envious of him, something within it seems to be spurring my learning spirit! Rawr! Ha.. I doubt so. But I better do something during this December to catch up with stuffs that I want to know. =X Need some knowledge to lift me up a little to the next level, somewhere 5 levels close will do.
:p
2:45a.m. - I just hella woke up from my dream because my leg got too cold and I was freezing. Yes dear, I was sleeping on the wooden sofa AGAIN.
And guess what people!
I dreamt of GOD! Yes, God! And I was chatting to God on MSN! He gave me lots of quizez (and it looked like he took it from quiz.com or something) and then allow me to ask him a few questions about my life while doing it. Oh, I wasn't using MSN at any ordinary place like at my workplace or what but it was in the forest of the dead AND it is the Forest of the Dead (you see giant rotten dead bodies around of any race type, even the tree looks creepy to an extend).
So, I happily MSNed God as though he's my great pal, staying an inch away of closeness just in case he gets mad. Then I found myself inside a really cool and cozy class with all my current classmate in there, and my darling notebook in front of me with the chat still on. Mmm.. the school looked like RP but the look looks like a hospital. The weather YEAH! The weather was dark and the sky was farting large blue lightnings and it kepts on getting closer to me each time I stare at it. =X
Neglecting all activities that were distracting me, I returned back to MSN to continue the chat with God. Surprise surprise, God changed his nick into some funny Chinese words which I didn't bother to read while he puts up his display picture. He added a sentence after that in the chat and it goes, "I'm interested in Singapore females, would you like to be my friend?"
Great. -_______________________- God turns out to be a Russian guy fooling with me all along.
Oh, I have nothing to do with any Russians people, they are cool. I just don't know why there happened to be one Russian old dude asking me for a/s/l in my dream. :[
Goodnight!
For 10minutes, standing in the train, looking outside of the window... I had the temptation to suicide myself because I felt my sense of ugliness. Physically I mean.
Imagine that, you look at yourself in the mirror and your brain commented how ugly you are to the extend that it makes you sense the instinct of killing yourself so people like you won't exist. Cool huh? Yeah, stupid.
And I don't know how this got into my mind, I just thought about my look for a while and a thought about what happen might happen if I'm a guy? Because if I am really a guy, I will kill her - where 'her' refers to me, now.
I guess I was feeling down for that 10 minutes because I really don't like how I looked today! :S
Then I had thoughts about getting a free makeover. >_> Yeah, I know it sounds weird to be saying such things coming out fronm my word but..... I really wish to be different as long as I don't have to spend a dime about my looks! :p
Oh well. Silly thoughts.
Fireal shared a song with me and I thought I'd like to share this song with you all too. :) I'm currently hooked onto this song, partly because this song seemed so familiar to me as though I heard it somewhere before but no, this is my first time owning it.
Enjoy it by the way! ;D
Do you keep a journal or diary? How often do you write in it?
Submitted by Kim.
Once in a while when I have the feeling or the so called 'inspirations' to write. I will let my hand to navigate all the way to my blog and start typing whatever they want but I have to admit, I'm lazy, so there's always a possibility that I "disappear" once in a while.
Don't everyone do?
At least, I try to manage it everyday to keep an update 'bout me. :O!!
Funny how vacation affects us Republicans, once it gets nearer, the amount of students you get to see around gets lower but the empty space in the canteen during lunch gets bigger. The vacation mood sets in, the slacking mode switched on, the school turning into modern Hogwarts often and oh what's more!? Christmas is coming and since there's no snow in Singapore, rain took the job and gave us our artificial winter.
Interesting.
But I.. I'm not excited about this vacation at all even though I should be or supposedly should be able to feel happy about it since there's no workshop or any big responsibility tying me up other than PP (Professional Profilling Project). My dreams have finally come true but the dream-maker looks blue.
Yeah, days before the vacation is a great time for me to perform the best that I can in order to get my 'A's but just thinking about the fact that I'm going to spend a month at home doing nothing kills my life. I wish to have something in my hand to be busy about though but what?
Play PS2 and finish off all my unfinished game?
Find an online game to play? Well I thought I found one, Scions of Fate, but I don't have a beta key to play the closed beta. -__- No way am I going back to Maple.
Study? Hmm.. sounds nice. Perhaps I might just do this, staying at home and study all the stuffs that I haven't got the chance to do so like MAYA! Coming back to school once in a while to borrow some worthy books to occupy my times, or get DVD to watch at home. Sounds nice.. I guess :]
Oh well.. I still have 5 more school days to go. Lets see what I'll be doing for the whole month!
Here are my few favourites from them :) They have really beautiful, attracting voices.. Hope you enjoy it too :)
Have you ever Googled your own name? How did you feel about the results?
Submitted by elen.
Hahahaha! I did. Not my real name though but my nickname that I used everywhere no matter whether it's in game or forums or blogs. I used to google it and if I don't google properly, result will show factories website that manufactures PVC tubes. :p But the most common results will prevail where I've been in the past on the internet. :)
It's fun. :3
Something must be wrong with me this morning, I woke up with only one thought - get LimeWire.
So I did and I went to download these 2 songs and have been listening to it all day.
