How do you keep calm?
Submitted by L33tchica.
Three ways I usually do to keep myself calm:
1. Thinking of stuffs that's on the bright side.
2. Lay on the sofa, stare into the sky and close my eyes after.
3. Grab cup of your favourite drink and sit down in a quiet corner.
Funny, there's no trojan popping up today. Is it gone?
I went out to get my stuffs(tops) today - finally. My parents had been waiting for me to make an action about it and I finally got a nice time for it. :) Honestly, I never like shopping. It's the most boring thing ever except when I'm shopping for goods in a game market. So, I was practically skimming through all the boutique and any clothing shops in the mall today and take those that my eyes feel comfortable with, never even bother to stop and admire or pick and check it out. That's my style of shopping. The same when I'm shopping for food, never take a second to check. Heh.. (not.. so good?)
I've got 4 tops and guess what, I've got something that I never thought I'd get at all. After 15 years, I'm finally back to my old sanity? I got myself a dress. Yea.. a dress. My dad made me. It was so hard to get me inside the store and to even try wearing one but I ended up with one anyway because I was paid to. :) Now, that change my mind. Damn, it was so hard to wear a dress when I was in the fitting room. It was small and the dress was meant for the thin. I swear it felt like putting on maternity wear, that sales lady was laughing about it when she heard me. And I bought the one the model was wearing. Great, my very first piece of dress after 15 years. I hope that means something good.
Hmm 15 years... I remember I loved dress before and I vaguely remember why I ended up hated it as well. I had a pervertic uncle who likes laying on the floor. I guess you get the idea.
I've got 2 days and I wonder what I want to do with them?
I just realized it's a Saturday morning after I woke up from my nap. I sort of have this worry that I'll be late for something everytime I woke up on my own in the middle of the night because usually my parents would be the one waking me up.
"Not wasting time" is something I've been thinking about these few days as my RP days are getting lesser. I have so much in mind to do at the moment. Things like:
- My portfolio website. I'm thinking of doing a proper one. Something that's... viewable.
- My 3D Demo Reel where most are not rendered out yet.
- My silly casual game.
...but I'm so lazy.
The other day, Mr. Snow was telling Ms. CY and I about this casual game competition, not a local one. I went to check out the submission and gosh... those are really good. I wonder where does mine stand (if I'm able to even complete it). I can't draw so I took most of my graphics off from google and traced it all. I can't code well though my logics there.
Aw.. I wish I can do a good one out.
The interest to make game had somehow become a part of my hobby but only when I'm thinking about wanting to make one or got inspired by something.
Every time when I feel tired or when I said I do, I'll think about comparing myself to those who are really much more tired than me. My mom, for example. Then, I'll stop complaining and keep on working.
Although NOD32 has been working properly for me now, it's giving me "virus-free" days often - sort of. And probably soon, I'm thinking about going back to my FREE Avast! and hopefully it doesn't complain that something can't be process because the virus aren't in a package or something like that.
So, my network is quite stable at the moment already. But lately, as long as it's after 8 when Thurdy had left for school, I get pretty tired and don't even bother to be online or to do my work. I'd fall onto the sofa and get a quick nap that last till now - 5am right now. Often, I'd forget about my Reflection Journal of the day.
I seemed to have short memory as well.
Though I have my notebook with me always. I've been noting down silly stuffs just in case I forgot about it.
Probably I'm mentally tired but how can that be when I'm still young. Those grannies out there are going to laugh at me if they heard me whining about it, though I don't whine.
"Tom, Dick, Harry" had been bugging me this whole morning but with another names. I wonder if NOD32 is really doing its work although it claimed that those names are already being quarantined. But I found out that NOD32 results take effect after I restarted my laptop. After that it just spotted "kevo.exe" again and no more popups for a while. I think.
I guess when I'm in the school network, more will be detected.
I want to go back to Avast! again. :( At least it's free for the next 14 months and all I need to do after that is to get new key from the site again... but it can't kill off "wincab.sys". It kept on printing that this name is not packed so they can't process it or something like that. Gosh... I'm being pushed to the edge.
Today, I had the most number of times with laptop blackout everytime I left it idle for 15 minutes. So I'm thinking of ways to keep on getting my laptop in an active mode so it won't turn idle until I finish my work. I think my laptop is beginning to get tired, afterall, it's almost 3 years with me already.
Ah, I wish I can get admitted into NTU soon or somewhere! The best reason to use on my pap when I request for a laptop.
I had badminton with Ms. Donut, Ms. CY and Ms. Garnet this afternoon after the short meeting in the morning. Ms. Garnet just had her FYP presentation in the morning and apparently, today's presentation sounded pretty bad from what I heard from her as well as from Jason. I hope things are going fine for them. They are cool too to be able to lift off a load from their shoulder today. Mine's next Wednesday, time is moving pretty fast if I think about my portfolio.
Well I got injured too, all thanks to Ms. CY. It's hurting badly now and by right, I feel, any normal girl will cry or whine about it but I'm... just going to neglect the pain and continue working first.
Gosh. Sticky Virus that can't be remove at all. Anyone has any suggestions to remove "wincab.sys"? It keeps staying in my system folder and though detected but it can't be removed.
This virus then comes with "kavo.exe"? "kevo.exe"? and "kavo.dll"? "kevo.dll"? I don't know which. Which keeps on auto-run thumbdrive even though it is set not to auto-run already.
Geez.. Now I have to reformat my laptop - finally.
And I've got a lot to store, so I'm scanning one by one to see if they are infect and then zipping it all up and save it into an online storage. I've found one here, just in the nick of time: http://humyo.com
It doesn't seem bad.
But my laptop, I'm planning to stay with it for the next 1 1/2 weeks until the last day of school where I'm going to reformat everything. That means, I've got to finish my portfolios as soon as possible with the virus staying inside me. I hope it doesn't corrupt my stuffs much, I'm backing up my stuffs as fast as I can right now already.
At least, this explains why I keep on having trouble getting into the internet although I can detect and connect to the wireless network. It's all due to this little buddy I'm having here.
Help me. I'm using NOD32 at the moment. I don't wish to reformat yet.
I haven't had such a sweet and pleasant day for a while. Nothing to worry about, nothing to be concern of but my face and fats which I think I can settle that in 2 months time or not.
Waking up in the morning, knowing what I want to do and make sure it's done during the day - ah, that's a proper life I say. Not wasting my time but using it appropriately, using it wisely and perfectly. I guess that's what people call it as "living life to the fullest".
Today I was thinking about learning how to draw. I believe I've got my own style of drawing once I know how to. So I intend to learn how to draw during this coming resting period, if I do have any. I saw 2 hockey mateys as well but I don't know if they recognize me although they were standing right in front of me. I guess not, it's been roughly 4 years since we had our last training together.
I know my RP life is going to end and then application to a University will start the next day. I don't fear the fact that I won't be in time to submit my application because I'll keep on checking the website for it once it strikes 12. I only fear that I won't get into a school then what will I do next?
Hunt for a University?
Continue slacking?
Or get marry earlier than I thought?
I just hope everything is fine because I have this feeling that my life is ending soon.
Well, maybe it's because I'm reaching 20 soon, so my mindset is changing. Weird but I think I'll get used to it.
Last Friday, the RJ question for web game required us to write about our future planning in code. So here is mine.
RJ:
var getIntoNTU:Boolean = true;
var gotADegree:Boolean = true;
var getMarried:Boolean = false;
var continueStudy:Boolean = false;
var continueSlacking:Boolean = false;
if(getIntoNTU == true)
{
if(gotADegree == true)
{
getMarried = true;
}
else
{
getMarried = true;
continueStudy = true;
}
}
else
{
if(getMarried == false)
{
continueSlacking = true;
}
else
{
getMarried = true;
continueStudy = true;
}
}
There might be "bugs" in my planning. But believe it or not, getting married is for real. Marrying Thurdy @ 22. Cooool.
I mentioned before that 30th was not a good date. Never it is, it is too long. I am not glad that we have a longer time to prepare our slides but my laziness is kicking in quickly than I thought and it is uncontrolable. For me yea, it is UNCONTROLABLE. Well, so much so that I have gotten lazy to get out of the house to buy some New Year's clothings.
I wish everything can be bought online then life will be so much more easy. No, I wish technology evolves the city faster then we will be living in conditions like "GitS". Cyborgs and all, cool isn't it?
God, I'm so lazy right now. I know I know, I'm trying hard to think properly.
By the way, why would anyone buy a graduation gown at all when it's just a piece of gown silky cloth over your body? Compare to a wedding gown, wedding gown is much more worth it. I'd pay for that. I don't think I'm attending the ceremony if I'm going to pay for a piece of cloth, practically not worth it.
The most sad thing will be I have to go down to school to collect my transcript... gosh.. don't they have postal service? -_______-
Just recently, my wireless network has been getting on my nerves.
Everytime when I do the usual configuration to get the network back, it says I'm connected with an 'Excellent' signal strength but I couldn't use IE or get onto Windows Live at all. And when this happens, I would ask bigbro to help me with it until he got terribly sick of looking at me. Not sure where the problem lies at but it sure is getting me told off by him numerous times.
I'm getting sick of it already.
