The effect of staying at indoor for too long or sleeping late or not sleeping is affecting me.
I don't want to be suspecting myself that I'm having problem with sleeping so I'm making sure I'm feeling really sleepy then I rush up to bed and check once again that I'm alright. Regarding staying indoor, I just got really tired after coming home even though I didn't stay out for long. I'll go out often then, if there is/are someone/people asking me out. I'll follow mom too.
Oh! I got the stuffs! But I don't dare to try it now and I don't feel tempted too, I wonder why? Before the week started, I was so anxious about doing it and getting the stuffs. After I went to get the stuff, thinking thoroughly on my decision with the sales-ladies bugging me and my condition, my mind was confused and still. But I seriously think everything should be alright too, if I do it correctly and be patient about it. If I'm feeling so, then I'll start straight away on the recorded 8th day of my log.
Yeap, I'm keeping a CRS log. I'm interested to see it improving. I do hope.
And then... I don't know if I'm going down to school to stamp the documents just like what Angela mentioned to me today but I've already sent them in, is there a point to do so again? I guess it doesn't matter to me but... who, seriously knows the documents needed to be stamped before hand? Well, I don't. So, I'm more anxious than before now. I hope my mailbox gives me surprise.
If I do see the surprise, I'll go get a new black plastic frame spectacle and treat all ma friends to a hot pipping cup of milk tea when the weather forecast says, "It's going to rain heavily tomorrow!"
Or otherwise, If I'm out of cash, I'll just facebook them a cup of it. Hah, how insincere. :p But.. on the look at the thickness of my wallet, it does look like facebook will be my wiser alternative. o(^~^ ;)o
Help.
I really want to read what's Mamo-chan is writing in his blog. So curious.
I can't use Google's translator, it's too...
Urgg...
1) At what age do you wish to marry?
Ans: 22~25.
2) What are the few things you want to accomplish right now?
Ans:
- Get the stuffs soon to start off my CSR (Clear Skin Regime).
- Get into a University.
3) Who is/are the person/people you trust the most?
Ans:
- My husband, Thurdy and myself.
4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
Ans:
- On a scale of 10 being the most confidence, I will mark down 7.
5) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans:
- To be wed with the person I love in a lovely place WITH CLEAR SKIN.
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Ans:
- Ye but I don't see it often. Is there really a treasure chest at the end of it?
7) What are the few things you afraid to lose the most now?
Ans:
- Patience, hubby and my family.
8) Do you believe in eternal love?
Ans:
- Definitely.
9) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Ans:
- We did it so much that to others, it feels mushy. I just wish I could kiss him right now and snug him close to me.
10) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Ans:
- Smart, helpful and cool. (Angela ~~(^~^ ;;)~~)
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Ans:
- Call for foodies when I bust up his kitchen or do a quick grill at the yard. ~~m(^~^ ;;)m~~
- Nag at me when I'm wrong.
- Oh yea! And wake up early for school/work.
(He's a lovely man in my eyes.)
12) What habits, hobbies or behaviors that your friends normally do not know about you?
Ans:
- I watch anime, play games into the wee nights, doesn't shower sometimes when I'm busy or in workaholic mode, stayed up for days for no reason, blur at times but pretended to act cool still, hates and jealous certain type of girls, I always doubt people first and last but not least, I don't really like to get near guys (probably due to after being 3 years plus with hubby).
13) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Ans:
- Definitely... but my reasons to do so may sound harsh if I say it so I'll just put down, "You are all important in my life. :) I may be a boring person to chat with but pick up a topic with me, we'll get in the mood and I'll probably lift it up."
14) Do you believe in God?
Ans:
- No, although sometimes I'd cry, "Dear God... I must be a bad girl for neglecting my face. :( I apologize! Please help me to clear it up!"
15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Ans:
- Living life to the fullest... in a way where everything you do is done to your very best and you enjoy every sweet drop of juice in it.
16) Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Ans:
- Yeah, I really don't want to end up being alone when I'm old. I need a boyfriend to have kids later on, I need kids to look after my death stuffs after that.
17) At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
Ans:
- Honestly, comfort zone and I'll try something new at home.
18) What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
Ans:
- The way I am now is cool.
19) When you are down, what do you do?
Ans:
- I do cry, quietly, in my own corner.
20) The places u want to go the most with your love ones?
- Florida first, I wanna visit hubby's hometown. Then Europe, Egypt, Japan... and so on.
Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, making it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 4~8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all .
People who've been tagged:
1. Chen Ying
2. Jason
3. Agnes
8. Anybody who reads my blog.
Oyasumi.
Finally, I had a good taste of graduating nicely from a school although I'm still not happy about not getting that 'Distinction' word. The school didn't give me a discount in the end afterall, that's harsh reality. Anyway, I'm done with a diploma, onward to a nice degree if possible
I'm a little anxious at the moment although Early April isn't here yet but it's hard to control certain feelings when I have something I'm dying to fulfill. I really want to carry on to another level soon and work hard for it. I'm serious about it.
In fact, when I didn't get any special thing, I did wonder... was I really that useless when I was leader twice in both FYP? I thought my team did it great but was I wrong to think about it? Am I over thinking about it?
I guess I didn't work hard enough. Just not hard enough.
I really want to win... not just every friends' and family's trustworthiness. I want to stand out.
Not sure if I'll get the chance for this and if it's possible, you're gonna see a different me soon. Probably someone who doesn't love books is now going to drown within it for most of the days, muggling, for a good reason.
Thurdy and I have a future to build. I don't know how it will be like, it's hard to picture it out but definitely, I'm making sure it's going to be sweet and fruitful. Isn't that how living life to the fullest supposed to be?
At the same time, I'm thirsting for blood... workaholic blood. So if I've got the opportunity... I'll be a more improve version of whom I am in RP.
I thanks RP so much for helping me to realize it. Although I don't have much memories left there but the last year and a half in there were the greatest moment I had. A period where I matured much more than usual and of course, neglecting my face more than usual as well ~~m( >.<)m~~ but that doesn't matter because I'm working on it right now.
I hope time moves slightly faster than usual. At least, let me stay a little further away from a regretful past when I was such an immature brat that doesn't know what to treasure at hand (especially my face...). I'd probably give a tight slap to that girl whom I used to be.
My dreams are sort of fully form now. No more smoky clouds lingering above my head. How about yours, dear reader?
Here are the pictures... It's good to have something like Slide, don't you think? I really don't look good there but who cares? ~~m(^~^ ;)m~~ At least no one stared closely at my pimpled face that I'm seriously trying to heal, right at this moment. :) I hope no one did.
And a little more here that I had gotten from Daphne and Agnes.
The conclusion at the end of the day: I'm still having a terrible cold and it feels so easy to fall asleep when I close my eyes. I dehydrate pretty quickly and kept on downing water, pint after pint. ~~m(*~* )m~~
And when things felt really terrible, Snow popped out with a message asking how I'm doing. Hah, how rare. ( ^O^;) We had a little chat while I drown myself in D.Gray-Man at the same time. I finally caught up with all the episodes and this Friday, I'm going to make sure I catch episode 76 on Arts Central.
I dropped dead before dinner and woke up from the darkness. Everything felt so blurry when you're not in a good condition.
Tomorrow is Grad Day but... I don't feel anything special. The only thing affected me is that I heard it's going to be boring... and... MY FACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
I'LL SLICE YOU INTO PIECES IF YOU STARE AT MY FACE. It's not like I want it to be like this, I've got really slow healing rate. It had been 2 months already and the worse kept on topping on top of the previous ones, it turns really bad. So, when I'm in this period, it's best not to offend me. I'm not in the mood to step out of the house till my face is better.
O-ya-su-mi.
Missed today's interview and I gave it a passed. Don't ask why, I just have my own reasons that is enough for you to think I'm a loser. Ye, I really don't mind losing that $15.
I didn't regret about not going to the interview. As I sat down and think about it while looking at SMU's site, I was glad or probably it was fated that I was able to sit and give a thorough thought about it, that I'm set about not wanting it.
Dad bought the Magic Bullet and Slender Shaper from OG this afternoon. I was more interested in the Bullet; The Shaper looked dangerous... I think I love my size the way it is.
Looking at the bullet makes me wonder about what sort of thing I want to try making... probably some low-fat dippers and pour it over salad. Hmm yea.. I wanna hone this skills in life.
While my face... it's deteriorating. Will it ever heal before 21? I'm trying to sleep early these days, just like Tamaki Suoh, the 10pm practice.
And then in the shower, when I think about the interview again... I gave a scream. Early April is coming... I'm not feeling alright about this period. I don't even dare to put up high hopes. I don't dare at all.
Oyasumi.
Ahhh... interview is tomorrow.
Not sure if everything will be alright. 大丈夫？？？
I'm going to act try bringing in essence of ♪"Fujioka Haruhi"♪.
I'm curious about the interview too. What will they be asking?
I hope it ends fast but at the same time, lets check out my luck too.
Dad is going to send me there and back home. I hope I know how to figure my way around, I'm going there extra early, if possible, just to calm my nerves down..(^_^;)
Oyasumi.
An ancient dark stranger kept me up last night for a couple of hours in my bedroom that I was so frightened to core, I was speechless and my eyes were filled with bloodshots.
Yes, it can fly. So, I was clenching my stuffs closely to me, ready for attack.
It slowly emerges from the back of the red curtain and I quickly ran down the stairs to grab a weapon. When I got back upstairs, the stranger was gone - hiding - somewhere...
I stayed guard for a few hours and in my mind I was cursing away in Japanese. That damn stranger did a back attack on me all of the sudden and I ran straight to my key and open up the balcony door. The stranger landed on the ceiling, thinking with that height I wouldn't be able to reach... well, I'm not dumb. My weapon was long enough.
With a swopped of my weapon, I sent it shooting out into the balcony with a "PATT"! No idea where it landed, but I locked the door quickly, fell to my bed and slept quickly.
~~~m(^O^ )m~~~ (Laughs)
Well, I didn't do the battle myself. Pap did. Ye, the ancient stranger is a flying cockroach that was sneaking above on my ceiling when I was about to sleep. I was so frighten.. I ran down with all my stuffs and woke pap up. :/
When the boredness reaches to its limit, it's easy to lose control.
I was almost pigging out in every few hours, that should be a good news to hubby. Pigging out as though I'm in "growing" mode and never stop. The eating temptation is still there. Should I do fasting?
I began to wonder if typing like Miyano-san is interesting. You can check out his blog there and then you will know what I mean. ~~~~~m( ^o^)m~~~~
I tried to translate and understand what Miyano-san is writing in his blog, should be some interesting topics.
I started watching D.Gray-Man.
I'm curious how life will be like if I can get into University. Will I be enthusiastic about studying? I probably will.. from the day I swore about it.
And in the end, I haven't decide whether I want to go for the interview although my mind's on the positive side of line. If I'm 100% positive, I'd photocopy every pieces of my documents right away. I'm left with 2 days.
Ahh.. minna-san! O~~ya~~su~~mi~na~sai!!! <<<<m( ^O^ )m>>>> (Miyano-san's hyperactive style of saying goodnight and sleep tight.)
I'm getting lame.
If you could go back and change one thing you've done in your life, what would it be?
Submitted by Devinoid.
If I'm able to do that, I want to restart my Secondary One life again and onwards to more. No, I should say, restart from the time I went to Primary School. There were so many images in my mind that are blurred to me and makes me puzzle about the reason why such things happen. If I can restart that once again, I'll definitely keep a dream I want to reach because it's quite late for me to think about it right now but still there are some times to accomplish.
But can you believe, in the past, I wanted to be a surgeon so badly? I'd probably be named as the lazy-surgeon and form out simple operation techniques - quick and easy. Now, I guess I just want to work hard in no matter where I'm going and be a sturdy programmer, housewife and lover for my special someone.
