15 posts from March 2009

These days are a bit on the downside for me.
 
I've got bad, dry, irritation skin on the edge of my lips and I don't know what was the cause of it. Too much salt intake? Sudden fluoride allergy? Licking my lips too much? All the nonsense I could think of... I don't know which but I can tell you that I dunked down close to 4 litre of water a day but it still won't moisturize my skin.
 
Pap thinks it could be some infection from the bottle or cup lips so I've got a straw everywhere with me right now.
 
 
I survived a day without eating anything but just consuming water yesterday. (Will I slim down? Or will I turn under nutrition?) Sure, my head seemed a bit floaty when the night started to fall in but geez... I seemed to have pretty strong determination when laziness kicks in from getting food. I can be lazy about eating too and that's the nasty part of me.
 
I was just so so so so beat up when I hit the sack. I wish to hit the sack in a much comfortable manner though.
 
 
Good morning, everyone.
 

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I needed that
 
Good day everyone. We have such a perfect weather today, isn't it?

Mom got burnt by boiling oil this evening when she was preparing dinner. And I was there beside her, Ston as well. She was in a real shocked when the pan flipped over, falling to the floor; just plainly stared at the whole thing. Ston was pulling her backward, and I was calling out to her to run her hand under tap water.
 
For 20 seconds, she was totally immobilized on that spot, probably she wasn't hearing my word as well. It took a while to regain back her consciousness.
 
Just from that whole thing, I was confirmed that mom's old, seriously, old.
 
I hope I'm not losing an active mom soon... no, I'm hoping more of giving her all the affections I could give even though I'm not that affectionate type that shows it on the outside.
 
I wish I could bring her around the world and she don't need to worry about anything at all.
 
 
Goodnight.

We probably are living in a giant BBox.

My avatar walking in a weird manner.

 

I have a giant pencil @ home.

When everything is in wireframe, it looks much more interesting, eh?

 

And if we have the option to turn on wireframe mode somehow, will humans be more of a nurb or polygon? Just looking at my avatar, I guess it will be more of a polygon, with millions of surface, fitting each molecule on us.
 
 
Goodnight.

E-learning week.............................
This week is like... a semi-RECESS.
But of course, lots of revision to get drilling with. Assignments not done, lab not done... just the thought itself gives me the shiver down my spine.
 
Ya know, it's not hard to admit the guys (seriously, not girls unless foreigners) in school are one good brain peepz? Sometimes it gets me jealous, sometimes it gets me envy, sometimes it gets me totally jaw-dropped -- definitely, it makes me wanna have at least 50% of their good stuffs even if it means sacrificing my feminine side for such.
 
Was this what Joseph actually meant by the "sacrifices"? Wouldn't it be silly that I'm sacrificing for the sake of becoming good while the good are still --good-- and aren't sacrificing? Unfair, isn't it? But it's still reality.
 
I want to have a nice break, sit down... take a nap... wake up and count the stars above me.. those kind of breaks. PEOPLE would do anything for that, for a simple break.
 
But taking a break before dangers yield??? Nahhhhhhhh...
 
Anyway, goodnight. I really need to find a comfy place and just meditate on the chair.

The flowers were blooming in school these few days, some trees were (See that one filled with pink and white flowers at the back?). Try not to enlarge the pictures. The 5MP on my SE makes large picture looks crap. Well, aren't these ones looking good enough? No?
 

 
No wonder Mr. Hsu asked the class to take a look at them before we leave the tutorial class last Friday... they were lovely. It got even better when the wind were blowing them off the branches and they started falling like cherry blossoms.
 
It sure does give a different feeling under rainy weather.
 
Is summer reaching? The weather on this island is unstable but I wish it rains all the way till May starts hitting in. Even so, I still wish it rains every single day or at least, let us all have a great, cooling day.

I just saw the list of the world's billionaires on TechCrunch and HOLY CRAP... how are they spending on THIS MONEY, seriously?
 
You can, might as well, ask me what will I do if I have $40 billion right now. In which, I'll definitely tell you 50% of it will head straight and directly to save the Earth or on that exploration team that are out in the Universe, looking for a planet for us to live in, now OR whichever it is to keep this Earth alive 'n kickin'.
 
Lately, it's hard to avoid the mugging thoughts. Sitting around, standing around randomly, on the way back or even on the way to school... I kept on trying to think of a good place to study so the TV won't be a distraction since my workspace is right beside the living room. The thing I probably wouldn't let go is the all the comfortness I can get just by studying at home with lecture notes all within my grasp.
 
Well, probably I should just bring this up and see how we can manhandle the TV for my focus-sake.
 
Otherwise... looking for a good place in school isn't bad either.
 
 
It's 01:32 now... I'm thinking of a bottle of ラムネ at the same time as I mug my ass off my laboratory stuff. I tell ya, from today onwards, I'm hating every odd week Friday, because they are the real-deal BLACK FRIDAY.
 
 
Goodnight.

I'm much slower in responding compared to any other day but it's alright... unimportant matters to process anyway.
 
Now, I've been noticing that the caucasian foreigners in school doesn't bring notes for class, any class, tutorials and lecture.
 
I wondered if they've been listening attentively?
 
Slowly, I realized that (after a few times when I forgot to bring my lecture notes), listening in class without the notes help me understand the lesson so much better. Are the notes a distraction? No idea but it's a bit insecure without one in front of you during the lesson.
 
Doesn't matter. As long as everything goes well.
 
 
Goodnight.