14 posts tagged “dream”

After a week of rashes craze, I got heaty right now and my throat is feeling terrible. This is so going to be part of that memorable start of Unidaze. Now, if I try to figure out what was the cause, I'm guessing it's the combination of morning Nutella, cheese ring, donuts and chicken chop. Mmm...
 
So, I had a little snooze upstairs on my parents bed earlier. Flipping and tossing myself from one end to another end of the bed then falling deep into a weird dream whereby the most significant part of it was that helm. Ya know... that particular helm you see on those electrical chair that were meant for therapy in the past and probably, commonly used for death penalty.
 
I had that placed on my head in the dream, it was part of some checking station in order to advance further. I was asked to stand barefooted on the ground and holding a metal bar while the "gentle" uncle switched the device on; releasing thousands of volts through my brain. God, I tell you, it was FREAKING PAINFUL! I felt the entire shock in that dream, when you know you shouldnt be feeling any pain in dreams.
 
I think I lasted there for 30 seconds feeling the grueling pain, and hearing that scary wailing sound as the electricity flowed through then I woke up from my dream. For that split second, everything felt so clear, I was speechless.
 
 
Crazy wild dreams. Sometimes it gets pretty dangerous. I hope it wont be that Spontaneous Human Combustion. The last time, that dream of experiencing death was equally as shocking as I felt just now.
 
 
Goodnight and good day.

I had a really cool dream last night, which involves two line of a quote, in French language. I can't remember what the quote was but it made every one committed suicide, willingly. I wonder what those 2 lines meant...? I wonder if it's even possible to check up on French history that has stories which contain curses, strong enough to cause a massive stirrup in the world? Probably there is but that doesn't matter, what matters is what was my dream trying to convey? It's hard to find the right element in my dream right now to interpret lately.
 
 
Anyway, I had one of my heels fixed today. I'm still not sure if I'm going to get a new pair of flat-sole but I don't feel like wearing shoe... so, heels FTW!
 
 
And, I've got the adrenaline rush to finish QET and orientation as soon as possible. I'm curious to know how I'm going to survive in school; how much will I change? Will I even change? I just told myself earlier on that nothing much matters right now but sitting in on my first lecture. Just hoping less question marks pop up above my brain.
 
 
Oh! My hubby is going to be 20 tonight! :D Wow.. time flies soooooo fast! I'm preparing something for him. :)

I'd be very curious to know if there was something that happened to me last night because I dreamt of myself, dying. Calmly accepting that my life was left with just a few seconds, felt the speeding up of my heart rate, and deeply feeling the pain that was overwhelming my body. I was anxious, not a slight fear but... Time's up. There I laid, soundless, as though I was asleep but I wondered why was I still able to think? My heart beat had stopped but my mind was still functioning. What's awaiting for me or should I be waiting for something? Is it "it"? Am I dead?
 
But I opened my eyes with no heart beat and took a look at the world again. I saw my family, Thurdy and friends. How selfish for me to leave calmly without doing anything for them.
 
 
I went up to check up on the word "die" from here since that was the most significant element of my dream, and it says...
 

To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dream may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol.

Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or termination to your old ways and habits.

So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.

I was hesitated at first when I noticed the ex-RP Campus was selling Hokkaido ice-cream because I don't really get excited easily about spending on expensive stuffs. So, I sat at a bench and looked at the customer as it slowly ceases down then I made my approach towards the stall and asked what flavors were left.

The kind sales lady placed out all the flavors in front of me but I chose the one I hated the most and made it double scoop (So you see, when I'm into buying expensive stuffs, I go reaaaallly greedy about it). She asked me to wait while she will bring the stuff to me and I went back to find an European man sitting at where I was earlier. He was staring at me. Not feeling comfortable about the stare, I chose somewhere far and took out my wallet.

The sales lady came towards me when I sat and brought me a tub with flavors I didn't ordered and gave me 3 cents change. That was reverse? When she did that, my mind was in a state of confusion because I get panic over counting money easily. I stared at my wallet and in my mind, I was counting how much should I pay that ended up with a change of 3 cents? That European dude came over and disturbed me and laughed at how slow I am in counting.

Pissed, I went over to the stall and dumped a $50 note there and went back to my seat. To my shock, that dude ate my ice cream! For revenge, I sat beside him and pulled my ice cream away, gobbling up every leftover ice cream in the tub and wiped my mouth on his white Tee. (That was quite childish.)

おはよう みなさん! (Morning everyone!)

早い、か。(Early, eh?)

I woke up around 8 this morning, feeling strangely refreshing but I was puzzled about the dream I had earlier on which includes:
1. ice cream,
2. ice cream lady gave me a 3 cents change before I even paid,
3. me being joked for being slow at counting how much I had to pay (by an European),
4. an European dude that sat beside me and even ate my ice cream and
5. a quarrel between him and his brother.

The main elements in my dream are these but I wish I know more about interpreting dream. It's hard to check it up from here. Even if I can, it's hard to piece together too but I know that all these elements appear because it described what your mind was going through in the day or how you felt or what you see and silly movie was made out of it, made by dream. Or probably a prediction to tell you something, the clearer the dream and more controls you have in there, the higher the chances of making the predictions true? (I'm talking nonsense.)

But here's what I found, the relevant ones:
Ice Cream: To see or eat ice cream in your dream denotes pleasure and satisfaction with your life. It is also an indicative of good luck and success in love. (Oh? Really? I was gobbling down though.)

Foreigner: To see a foreigner in your dream, represents an aspect of yourself that is unfamiliar or strange to you. You may be neglecting or ignoring some important feelings or talents. (I wonder...)

and others.. and I don't know how to piece together on what's going on.

Finally, the longest sleep I had last night and I woke up nicely too. The dream I had was interesting. I dreamt of various people from Uncle John to Melvin to my pap. I even got nagged by Melvin for dreaming and lazing too much right now and should start taking action while I can. While Uncle John being in my dream? Still a pitiful soul character.

I was a savior in my dream. I saved a girl from being kidnapped by Uncle John haha. Poor girl. I saved the world from getting virus through drinking water and a lot of other silly stuffs.

Most importantly, when I woke up I decided to continue with my self-study on Jap which I kept on giving up non-stop and... I'm totally fine right now - Affirmative. No more letters bugging my mind because I know something will come but not now. No more unwanted thoughts and phobia too. So, I can say today's quite a change for me! ~~ \(^~^ !)/ Only thing that doesn't change is that I'm still not having a proper appetite but that's fine with me, I don't want to take in too much calories than the amount I'm burning in the day from the lazy activities I'm going. I wouldn't mind going out often if someone wants my accompany. Really. Get some walk, get some fresh air, get my mind occupied.

To make things more silly, I went on to Kongregate to play Super Crazy Guitar Maniac Deluxe 2 and check out if I'm working fine. :p Hell yea I am!

Silly me.

You know, regarding pap... he has got goals that the 3 of us doesn't know. Admirable goals that I just realized this morning from peeping at the printed documents over at his tray. He's going to quit his job and join NUS and that I know, he told me last night and I didn't bother to listen but what I didn't know was his reasons to apply for a new job - it's all because he had achieved his goals in this current job and it's time for him to share his knowledge to others. And I thought I just felt some holy light shining over him in my mind. Hah.

Dad is great, he's already an admirable person on my "Admirable Peepz!" list. Can I be as great as him one day and uphold my goals till the day I complete it?

I've got no news yet. /(*~*  )\ I'm getting anxious and slightly worried.

I'll share a dream. ~~\(!!^o^)/

Last night, I dreamt of working under this beautiful lady with a biological brother whom I never see before in real life. The both of us are under the care of this lady. She's nice and strong but I can't remember what shop we are tending to except that I know I'm in old London where men put on top hat. Another thing that I can remember is that the shop lady always falls in a crush on gentleman that walks past the shop's entrance and it's easy to spot out she's in dreamland right after that. Heh, she's silly too.

One gloomy day, as I looked out the window while taking a break from mopping. I sensed a feeling of coming home and a picture came into my mind, a dark picture of my dad. With that thought flashing right at that moment, I dashed out into the road and spotted my brother walking beside a fine, tall, red haired but dark shadowed gentleman.

Slowly, I walked close towards him and gave him a tight hug like how a little girl would hug their daddy after a long time of not seeing each other. I felt the hug and it really feels like hugging a warm, fine man.

Clinging onto him, we walked back to the shop and dad asked us to kneel and pray. We were in a church-like area and I prayed like I'm in a temple. Lol! Then, the shop lady came out from nowhere and started having heart-bubbles eye on her face as she stared at my dad. I wondered why, forgotten about the shop lady's men-crush fest, I turned and looked at my dad.

It's GENERAL CROSS MARIAN!! ~~ \(O_O ")/

Cross Marian

I'm glad. (Isn't it great to have a young and nice-looking dad? Ignoring General Cross Marian's characteristic of a debt-filled man.)

General Cross Marian

My dream may probably be "...to be an animator" but I can't draw.

I can learn how to do that slowly. I can... or might as well take this moment to study my Japanese language all over again. Afterall, I'm intending to do some self-improvements while I'm not being drag by heavy responsibilities yet. Get my engine heating, slim down a little, learn something, hone something and do something meaningful while I'm away from the outside.

I even told Janet I'm afraid of the sun now...hah. I prefer rainy days, when the darkness sets in. It calms the soul so much...

My favorite animator and inspirer is Hayao Miyazaki. Somehow, my friends can find certain similarities between him and I or probably to a working Japanese instead, provided when I'm in 'Busy' status.

We had lunch at Dian Xiao Er, Vivocity. Ye, the same restaurant again. The view is great. Quite worth for a good lunch  for a family of 5.

I dreamt of Thurdy. It was the most clearest dream I ever had about him. It was surprising but at least, it was so sweet.

I miss him so much right now...
If he's online, I'm going to tell him about it straight away.

Oh yea, I'm going to start my entry with a "Time is closing in quick!" Really, other than feeling worry that we won't finish the game in time, I'm anxious to 'show off' the game as well but not right now when the progress isn't up to standard yet. It's coming soon.

The game may not be what you think as a great one but 4 girls working on a section of a game, really, it was created with a mixture of our sweat, blood and craziness. Our design may sucks big time but the game may not though I'd admit that I never put 100% of confidence on our fruit because to a gamer like me, our game play isn't really something 'cool' but at least this fruit was our first attempt in creating one so far.

Whether it will "WOW!" people, I'll scratch my head.

"Red Alert" - that was the name I gave to the dream I had last night. It was dream of the end of the world. It's really a scene from a typical sci-fi movie and perhaps the story as well. But I gave the name "Red Alert" was because the bio-weapons in my dream were in red-black, just like the troop in 'Command & Conquer' with Tanya, if you played before that game.

I was thinking about this dream this morning and thoughts like ".. it won't be surprising to notice that the NEWS are reporting about baby stealer where stolen babies ended up becoming monstrous bio-weapons for wars." Internally within the country, you'll get stirs up of people trying to create destructions by taking the chance and use it for revenge on a group of people. If every countries are in war, will you call it the end of the world?

I've always wanted to see the end of the world but I totally believe it won't be in my life time to watch this grand event. I'd get a video camera and record down what will be going on and then perhaps, outside living-beings will come to Earth and dig up evidence of us and prove that we exist here before.

Will we human be some other beings research materials one day?

I dreamt of dad last night, dead and decaying, and my mom was asking me to do an errand. Whatever result it may be when I finish doing the errand, it's going to affect dad's afterlife, which is what she said in there.

And here is what I got for interpreting the word 'death' and 'dad'.

Interpreting[Death]

Interpreting[Father]

I wish I know what quality I'm lacking from pap. Hm... doesn't that means that I have a quality similar to pap? And I actually lose it? Anyway, I better be caution with anything I'm doing right now. Especially FYP.