5 posts tagged “letter”
The Letter
by Monkey Majik
Written and composed by: Maynard Blaise
Lyric:
How long since I've written a letter?
I've got a rough draft in my pocket.
Did you know?
The words never come out right when you think too much or you're up all night.
Oh why, why oh why?
Can't find the right words to say
So many other writers have been trapped this way
I don't know how he could write, R&J or Twelve Night
Somebody must have amused him.
I don't mind writing down that I love you
But what can I say? I've lost my way.
How do I find the words to express my feelings for you?
I'm lost without you but I keep on writing on...
Writing it on page 2.
With you, I feel so much better
You warm me up with your kindness
I gotta know
I never wanna let you down, you fill my heart with a brand new sound
Taking away all my sadness
My way is all that I thought about
I never want it changes but it happened
And now I know with or without
You made me this way
I thank you for reading the letter
I don't mind writing down that I love you
But what can I say? I've lost my way
How do I find the words to express my feelings for you?
I'm lost without you..
I'm telling the truth..
Starts something new..
What can I do?
You feel it too..
Where do I go?
No more ideas..
Making this song..
Just writing on..
Run out of paper..
Broken my pencil..
Just.. keep.. scribbling on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on..
Lalalalalalalala
Woah. Enrolment package came so fast? I just got it today, it seems like the offer was offered yesterday and this was typed yesterday as well. Haha.. wow.. time to settle some stuffs now.
I was thinking, Ston actually hit the bull's eye. 2 months back, he told me I'd probably get it during the 2nd acceptance of offer instead of the first. This whole thing felt just like getting into RP.
Why do you blog?
Submitted by littleduckling.
I want to leave daily tracks of my life (whether it's dull, dumb, silly, lame, interesting, enjoyable etc etc) so... my kids and their kids can visit and read up this story of my path, provided Vox stays up for long as well. It may or may not contain the country's historical content but at least, it contains my life's one. The old blogs I used to have are gone.. so.. Vox is my only rope, forever and into the infinity!
To end, I'd like to share how silly I can be right now:
To my kids, grandkids, great-grandkids.. so on and so forth... I'd suggest you leave your tracks too even if it's engraved onto the stone or somewhere. I don't know... in the future, it's probably all the technology and lots of server to store our tracks. I may not be able to read what you're going to write (no matter how much I'm curious to see how you look like) but whoever down this family line of Hombrebueno is going to enjoy all the silly craps wrote on the internet, especially from me.
As the eldest one here in our line and no one else before me because my brothers nor parents nor hubby blogs, I shall start the record and I hope Vox don't come down otherwise you can't read the good stuffs that's happening in my life time. You never know, my words may inspire you. I'm happy you can read these stuffs too.
Now, I feel it's probably better to write on a piece of paper or something durable that can last for a long time. I'm thinking, to at least last till the last human reign just in case we all get wipe out but our tracks stays here. Aliens may come down here and do a research on us so.. if you want to, leave your DNA as well. We may be revive thanks to blogging! Haha. Putting it up on the internet is quite scary too if you think about it, information may lost though but at least I can say one thing...
Something is definitely not right with me.
It feels so tiring and lethargic to go out or stay out for long and then, I'm back with a slight fever and headache.
It feels so terrible. I'm feeling so warm inside and cold outside and my head feels overload.
Went out to the graveyard this morning, it was so warm, don't anyone feel dizzy with it?
I think I did something wrong today, I asked Uncle John to pray to the Earth God and forgot he's a Muslim, then he got nagged or scolded by grandma. To me, Uncle John looks old but on the inside, like a little boy. My aunties and grandma doesn't even want to bother about him, same for dad I guess? But Uncle John is talkative, that's baba, I guess and a poor thing? Talkative babas. Heh.
Ston said pap's family got "Religion Overload", there's Christian, Buddhist, Taoist and Muslim. How's life like that? Doesn't look good to me.
I really want to take an early nap but hubby isn't online yet... I want to spend some time with him before he goes to his parent. At least, let me see him.. before I drop dead on my workspace till next morning. ~~ \(*O* !)/
You know, I felt pathetic myself yesterday. After hearing Angela got the acceptance letter from NUS, I ran to the sofa and whine like an idiot, twisting and tossing. I stared at the mailbox often now and I'm thinking of building a buzzer over there to keep me inform that the postman - or lady - is here.
Pathetic, aren't I? :/
Hubby thinks it's alright for me to write a letter to you which I've been thinking of doing so for a while.
I wonder if it's true that writing a letter on a piece of paper and burning it after allows you to receive it up there? Well, it's how the Chinese does. Ya know, burning those paper cars, cellphones and all. I believe you seen it before. I haven't tried doing so though but I suggested to Thurdy that.
I haven't know you much, really. But from hearing so much from broer and hubby about you, I think you're a really cool and awesome person!! Do you know somewhere in December, hubby asked me whether I want to go and meet you? I rejected because I was kind of busy plus I don't know you much at all, so I didn't dare to say 'Yes'. And now, I regretted. I should have gone to see you. At least, maybe when you're online at your side with the boys, you can compliment me a little here and there. :P
I guess it's better that I never see you or else I will be feeling very sad too right now. Oh yeah, I'm a pretty sensitive, emotional person. I was just thinking, if I'm sad then no one will help cheer up the boys now. Heh. Nah, I can't be sad everyday, can I?
Hubby said you're an angel right now. I say, you're the most handsome angel up there right now getting pretty angels to drool all over you. Hahaha! :p And he said, whatever good things that happened to us recently are helps by you. Blessings by you maybe? Like you helped me to pass my English paper, score the top for my Japanese language paper and stuffs. Oh! And hubby's recommendation. Without you making him to join Facebook, he wouldn't have get this chance right now. :3 Thanks dude!
I dreamt of you last night. Silly but I mean it, I'm not kidding. I was in class and you possessed my teacher and we greeted each other. Sad, I don't meant to have it turn out that way, to greet each other in the dreams instead of in the real world but you looked sad in there. Was it because my classmates were teasing you? Or what?
Oh and that reminds me. There's this Taiwanese singer in the boyband, Fahrenheit, that seems to look like you. But.. nah. He's not you. You're the one and only Michael Hao in this world and no one can replace you.
Do you know we all miss you badly? I bet you miss us all too.
I wish we had a longer chat when you were in my dream but you left off after I got my foodies. I wish you came along with me to grab some food, maybe you may want to pass me some messages along the way to the boys.
I guess, you will prefer not to stay too long too else I will not bare to let you go and not waking up from my sleep.
It's nice knowing you Michael. :)
Till we meet again, alright? Is that a deal?
Do you think it's alright to let us meet up with someone who looks really like you in this world?
He can't replace you but at least there's something you give to surprise us.
Happy Valentine by the way.. :)